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571 pages, Hardcover
First published October 1, 2009
The only genres I saw value in, which still conferred meaning, were diaries and essays, the types of literature that did not deal with narrative, that . . . just consisted of a voice, the voice of your own personality, a life, a face, a gaze you could meet. What is a work of art if not the gaze of another person? Not directed above us, nor beneath us, but at the same height as our own gaze. Art cannot be experienced collectively, nothing can, art is something you are alone with. You meet its gaze alone.Knausgaard reifies Socrates' famous quote that the "unexamined life is not worth living." With attention to fine detail and genuine inquisitiveness of both the significant and the mundane, he helps the reader, too, find the richness in life, revealing that, quoting Henry Miller, "we have only to open up to discover what is already there." Reading this book (or any of the other volumes) is a particularly helpful exercise for the young writer in showing not telling.
What was it that Rilke wrote? That music raised him out of himself, and never returned him to where it had found him, but to a deeper place, somewhere in the unfinished."I concur with the assessment by the New Yorker's reviewer that Knausgaard has hit on "the epic side of truth, wisdom."
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I have no problem with uninteresting or unoriginal people--they may have other, more important attributes, such as warmth, consideration, friendliness, a sense of humor or talents such as being able to make a conversation flow to generate an atmosphere of ease around them, or the ability to make a family function--but I feel almost physically ill in the presence of boring people who consider themselves especially interesting and who blow their own trumpets."
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But what do you say to have any impact on a man who at one time admired the Spice Girls?
·•●•·At 22% Karl Ove arrives in Stockholm; trying to buy a scarf. Not an easy task for a Norwegian alien in Sweden it seems; a fest for false friends if I add German and English too: Halsduk, Halstuch, Halstørkle, Scarf, Schal, Shawl, Sjal. [Mental note: arrive in Sweden in summer or bring a scarf]
·•●•·At 30% and Karl Ove managed to nest his memories five levels deep now; if I'm not mistaken. A story within a story within a story within a story within a story. I hope he finds his way back. I hope I do.
·•●•·At 45%. It's 5:30am and I'm in the office. It's quiet. The only other person in the building is far away. The tea is ready. At this time of day there's almost no noise coming from the street below. I can open the windows. The first thing I read this morning is a Wikipedia entry about Malbolge. As you probably know this is the name (different spelling) of the eighth circle of hell in Dante's Inferno. It's also the name of a programming language. That's what I'm interested in; that's my job – sort of. The programming language from hell! Invented in 1998, it's so complicated that it took two years for the first programm to appear. This is what a "Hello World!" program looks like in Malbolge:
(=<`#9]~6ZY32Vx/4Rs+0No-&Jk)"Fh}A strange noise interrupts my thoughts. I look out the window and see a giant street sweeper crawling up the street. Its color is a light yellow and on its side there are huge letters forming the word SCHRUBBER. There's a car double-parking in front of the building across the street. The SCHRUBBER has to go around it. The maneuver is painfully slow and tight and I wonder what the driver is thinking now. Does he like his job? I close the window and return to my desk. My interest in Malbolge has vanished and I go back to Knausgård. Linda is pregnant.
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·•●•·At 50%. Knausgård is a master of digression and one of slowness. Suits me just fine on this beautiful day. It's neither too hot, nor cold, no rain and no humidity to speak of. The sky isn't all a boring blue but you have some clouds to look at. I listen to the kids from the kindergarten next door as they play outside in the sun. Four little stories from kindergarten are in Knausgård's book so far. From my own relatives who live in Norway I know that Norwegians are good with kids. But this is Sweden and Karl Ove doesn't seem so fond of the kindergarten. His duties there interfere with his life, he thinks. Maybe he still has to find his real identity? The other sound coming from outside is the rustling of the trees. This is weird, because the rustling always reminds me of the movie Blowup by Italian director Michelangelo Antonioni. A great movie this is. But even greater is Antonioni's The Passenger. Jack Nicholson plays David Locke, a TV journalist making a documentary in post-colonial Africa, then decides to impersonate a man who died in his hotel. It turned out the dead man was an arm dealer, and Locke travels through Europe to the appointments the dead man made. The camera-work in this movie is astounding. The penultimate scene is a long single tracking shot. The camera moves from a hotel room through the bars that are placed in front of the window to a beaten down village square then turns 180 degrees and moves back into the room. That's seven minutes in which basically nothing happens and you have ample time to ponder what happened before in the movie. In a way this movie reminds me of Knausgård's book. Nothing happens and it's very slow, but in a dense kind of way that sucks you right in.
·•●•·At 66%. While Karl Ove takes us through a part of Stockholm, my thoughts wander off seven years back to a trip we made through a part of Norway called In a Nutshell. Hardangerjøkulen / Nærøyfjord / Flåm / Aurlandsfjord. I have go there again one time.
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Tram wires cross Northern skiesDiscussing Norway's history with my nephew; constitution day on May 17th; people walking in uniforms; the subtle difference between patriotism and nationalism; Being mildly shocked when I heard about the first constitution of Norway (1814) that included (in the second paragraph) a general ban against Jews and Jesuits entering the country. Knausgård already mentioned the constitution day; will he also mention this? Still have a long way to go with Min Kamp.
Cut my blue heart in two
My knuckles bleed down tattered street
On a door that shouldn’t be in front of me
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Whisper me words in the shape of a bay
Shelter my love from the wind and the waves
Emily Barker -- Nostalgia [Wallander Theme]
·•●•·At 85%. I guess this was inevitable. Yesterday I walked through a light forest. There was a creek, which I followed, until I came to a small house. The stream flowed along one side of the house and was driving a water wheel. My guess that this could be here an old forge was confirmed when I heard a noise from the house that sounded like hammer blows on an anvil. Apparently there was a blacksmith at work. The door of the house stood open and I went inside. The smith was a tall man, and stood with his back to me in front of his forge. He poked with a rod in the hot coals and then a small fire began to blaze. He didn't seem to notice me. He picked up the rod, which was actually a long plated pliers, from the fire and led it to the anvil. The pliers was holding an elongated piece of steel, glowing orange, and on which he was now pounding with his hammer. Suddenly the blacksmith began to speak. "Forging is an art from which everyone thought it's no longer needed. Ha! You know what this nail is for?" He held up the glowing piece of steel, and I realized it was indeed a four-sided nail about fifteen centimeters long. Before I could answer he said: "Exterior facades. Nothing better than these nails. Common nails you get at the hardware store, hold three years tops before they rust. And they cleave the wood, moisture penetrates, mold is the consequence. Screws are slightly better, five to ten years, and then – rust and mold. But this nail will last six hundred years. That's what I call a warranty! You want one?" He probably thought, if I wanted to have a nail. When I still didn't answer the blacksmith raised his head, so I could see his face for the first time. It was Karl Ove Knausgård. He grinned. The nail, which he had held up, had turned into a rolled book and on the spine I could read the letters "in" and "Kam". He led the book on the anvil, it glowed a little, and he started again with his hammer. Then I woke up. Strange dream this was.
·•●•·At 95%. DAMN!
·•●•·At 100%. FINISHED ... for now.So, what have I read? Is it the/a autobiography of Karl Ove Knausgård, his memoir, some sort of diarrheal diary, or the literary equivalent of a reality TV show? With only two out of six books read (28% if you count the pages) I think it's too early to tell. The word Roman (=novel) on the original Norwegian (and also German) book covers makes me think there must be more to the picture than meets the eye at first. The German publisher (or maybe Amazon Germany) recently added "autobiographical project" to the book's title, but that's probably only for marketing. Knausgård, the author, not the one in the book, seems to be a rather sly dog. The German word for that would be Schlitzohr. I'm pretty sure he has something more up his sleeves but he won't show until the show is over. There is some strange undertow in the way he tells his stories and he finds just the right balance of conversations with his partners, inner monologues, trivial actions, and philosophical banter, that I like to read him on and on and on. But I made up a reading plan, and I'm going to stick to it. Period. No more Knausgård until October (Volume 3). Last one (Volume 6) when it comes out sometime around September 2016. Too much Knausgård at once cannot possibly be healthy.