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All My Rage: A Novel Audible Audiobook – Unabridged

4.6 out of 5 stars 3,443 ratings

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All My Rage is a love story, a tragedy and an infectious teenage fever dream about what home means when you feel you don’t fit in." — New York Times Book Review

From #1
New York Times bestselling author Sabaa Tahir comes a brilliant, unforgettable, and heart-wrenching contemporary novel about family and forgiveness, love and loss, in a sweeping story that crosses generations and continents.

Lahore, Pakistan. Then.
Misbah is a dreamer and storyteller, newly married to Toufiq in an arranged match. After their young life is shaken by tragedy, they come to the United States and open the Clouds' Rest Inn Motel, hoping for a new start.

Juniper, California. Now.
Salahudin and Noor are more than best friends; they are family. Growing up as outcasts in the small desert town of Juniper, California, they understand each other the way no one else does. Until The Fight, which destroys their bond with the swift fury of a star exploding.

Now, Sal scrambles to run the family motel as his mother Misbah’s health fails and his grieving father loses himself to alcoholism. Noor, meanwhile, walks a harrowing tightrope: working at her wrathful uncle’s liquor store while hiding the fact that she’s applying to college so she can escape him—and Juniper—forever.

When Sal’s attempts to save the motel spiral out of control, he and Noor must ask themselves what friendship is worth—and what it takes to defeat the monsters in their pasts and the ones in their midst.

From one of today’s most cherished and bestselling young adult authors comes a breathtaking novel of young love, old regrets, and forgiveness—one that’s both tragic and poignant in its tender ferocity.

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Product details

Listening Length 10 hours and 25 minutes
Author Sabaa Tahir
Narrator Deepti Gupta, Kamran R. Khan, Kausar Mohammed
Whispersync for Voice Ready
Audible.com Release Date March 01, 2022
Publisher Listening Library
Program Type Audiobook
Version Unabridged
Language English
ASIN B096L16PZM
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Customers find this novel to be an awesome read with a wonderfully crafted story that deals with difficult subjects magnificently. The writing is masterfully done with beautiful poetry, and customers appreciate the heartbreaking narrative about forgiveness, with one review noting how it explores substance abuse's impact on loved ones. Customers find the characters relatable and the book strong, though some mention it can be hard to follow.

33 customers mention "Readability"33 positive0 negative

Customers find the book beautiful and an awesome read, with one customer noting how it kept them wanting to read more.

"...The synopsis explains. I want to touch on why this story is worth reading...." Read more

"An absolute must-read! Sal 17, lives in Juniper, California with his sick mother and alcoholic father...." Read more

"This is a great novel. The story took me some time to get into. I think that this was because the topics were so intense and visceral...." Read more

"Sabaa does it again. This is a must read. About the struggles of growing up in the US as Pakistani immigrants...." Read more

26 customers mention "Story quality"26 positive0 negative

Customers praise the novel's quality, describing it as wonderfully crafted and extremely moving, with one customer noting how it packs quite a punch.

"...We have main characters who are so accessible and real that even when they do something you WANT to be angry with them for, you aren't...." Read more

"...This novel packs quite a punch." Read more

"...I need to own this book. The story is skillfully woven together, and I feel like you need to own the print version and an audio version...." Read more

"...Tahir does an excellent job of telling beautiful stories full of all the trauma that our youth face today...." Read more

19 customers mention "Pacing"15 positive4 negative

Customers praise the book's pacing, finding it profound and uplifting, with one customer noting how it deals with difficult subjects magnificently.

"...It really is such a coming of age story that hits hard in all the right places...." Read more

"...It makes you reflect on life and realize how one bad decision-even when made with the bar intent-can change the course of your life...." Read more

"...the author portrayed harsh realities to readers in a way that is educational and with empathy but not graphic. This book is a must read...." Read more

"...This desperation for anything even remotely positive This felt like I was reading a friend’s experience...." Read more

18 customers mention "Writing quality"18 positive0 negative

Customers praise the writing quality of the book, noting its masterful and poetic style, with several bits of prose throughout. One customer particularly appreciates how the names are skillfully spoken.

"...The trauma and grief the characters are hiding from is expressed so well and so heartbreakingly real...." Read more

"This is a very thoughtful and moving book that I couldn’t put down...." Read more

"...It helps to SEE how the chapters begin. It helps to HEAR the names spoken so skillfully...." Read more

"...There were several bits of prose that I enjoyed throughout. The ending didn't go where I thought it might." Read more

16 customers mention "Heartbreaking story"16 positive0 negative

Customers find the book emotionally powerful, describing it as a heartbreaking story of forgiveness, with one customer noting how it portrays the impact of substance abuse on loved ones.

"...didn’t realize that it would help me process my grief and help me let go of all my rage...." Read more

"...That we were in for an emotional ride, and it was the BEST emotional roller coaster. I dont want to explain the plot...." Read more

"...I appreciate how the author portrayed harsh realities to readers in a way that is educational and with empathy but not graphic...." Read more

"All My Rage is a coming-of-age and tender first love story from the one and only Sabaa Tahir, one of the best YA contemporary authors, in my opinion...." Read more

12 customers mention "Relatability"12 positive0 negative

Customers find the characters relatable, with one mentioning feeling their pain.

"...We have main characters who are so accessible and real that even when they do something you WANT to be angry with them for, you aren't...." Read more

"...Noor is a wonderful character. She wants out is the desolate place, her uncle does not want her to have any hopes or dreams...." Read more

"I enjoyed the cultural aspects of this YA novel, and the main characters were endearing...." Read more

"...It was so supremely well-written and the characters were all highly relatable, even as main characters of diverse backgrounds...." Read more

5 customers mention "Strength"5 positive0 negative

Customers find the book strong, with one mentioning its perfect quality.

"...Misbah is the voice of love, devotion, and strength in this novel. She is Salahudin's mother but also Noor's spiritual mother...." Read more

"The book itself came in perfect quality with no smell or anything, but the actual book is okay, it had a lot of meaning behind it which i liked...." Read more

"What a read! So many tough and triggering topics envelope this story and just when you feel so desolate from all of the punches Noor and Salahudin..." Read more

"The book came fast & in excellent condition. Good reading." Read more

6 customers mention "Ease of reading"3 positive3 negative

Customers have mixed opinions about how easy the book is to read, with several finding it hard to follow.

"...And when I reached the part where it all came together and everything made sense, I knew that borrowing this book from the public library was not..." Read more

"...it gets confusing at times but i recommend!" Read more

"...Sometimes this really throws me off, but it was done pretty seamlessly. There were several bits of prose that I enjoyed throughout...." Read more

"As the title suggests, this is not an easy book. It explores disaster and despair, addiction and abuse, racism and regret...." Read more

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  • Reviewed in the United States on February 18, 2023
    Format: KindleVerified Purchase
    ‘“There’s more to life than the things in front of you…sometimes we hold on to things we shouldn’t. People. Places. Emotions. We try to control all of it, when what we should be doing is trusting in something bigger.”’ S.T., All My Rage

    I’ve always been a believer that things happen for a reason; that things come into your life when you need it. Whether that’s some god, goddess, the God, fate, destiny, the universe, etc. is not the question I will ever ultimately find the answer to. I’ve wanted to read “All My Rage” for a long time because I adore Sabaa Tahir and I always want to support my favorite authors.

    AMR tells the story of Noor, Salahudin, and Misbah. It explores the different ways we deal with grief, loss, anger, rage, love, family, betrayal, forgiveness - life. Ms. Tahir beautifully weaves the story of two young best friends, on the cusp of realizing they could be more, with more life lessons than anyone of any age could or should have to deal with.

    AMR came to me under the guise of earning a badge for a kindle unlimited reading challenge. I finally had enough in credits and a small balance on a gift card, so I purchased it. I knew it was a heavy book, but I didn’t realize that it would help me process my grief and help me let go of all my rage. I also didn’t realize I would be a sobbing mess by the end (well done Ms. Tahir. Well done). It was the perfect storm - everything lined up and it was time for me read this and deal with some of my issues.

    “Rage can fuel you. But grief gnaws at you slow, a termite nibbling at your soul until you’re a whisper of what you used to be.” I truly don’t know if this quote could resonate with me more if it tried. It was this combination of 26 words that ultimately broke me down and had me weeping. The lead up to it (i.e. the rest of the book) had a hand in helping with that, but those two sentences are what had me sobbing uncontrollably until the end. (Okay, and for a little while after)

    For a person who tends to forget a lot of what she’s read, this book will more than likely be the one to sit with me, at the forefront of my mind, for a long, long while.

    If I could give infinity stars, I absolutely would. No hesitation.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on March 9, 2022
    Format: HardcoverVerified Purchase
    All My Rage was my #1 anticipated release for this entire upcoming year. Not only am I a HUGE Sabaa Tahir fan, but we have an established YA fantasy author jumping over to YA contemporary? I say this a lot but SIGN ME UP.

    I was not let down.

    I knew from the dedication page, which simply reads "For those who survive. For those who do not." That we were in for an emotional ride, and it was the BEST emotional roller coaster.

    I dont want to explain the plot. The synopsis explains. I want to touch on why this story is worth reading.

    We have main characters who are so accessible and real that even when they do something you WANT to be angry with them for, you aren't. Because they are human and relatable and you understand their pain.

    We have people making good decisions and bad decisions. Whether they are good or bad people doesn't matter. What matters is the question of : why is this person this way? Can they change? Where will they end up in life?
    This story is not black and white. No choice is easy or right or wrong.

    We have casual racism, hard-core straight up outward racism, Islamophobia. Which is so difficult to read but also so necessary. There are moments that you think to yourself "this is so ridiculous." Until you realize it's NOT ridiculous, and that it is a struggle people go through daily and that we need to be reminded of.

    We have inside looks to how substance abuse hurts loved ones. But instead of it feeling like an after school special or life lesson it is just life and facts and honesty about a disease.

    The trauma and grief the characters are hiding from is expressed so well and so heartbreakingly real.

    We have all the love and relationships the characters have with each other, the growth and journeys they go through. It really is such a coming of age story that hits hard in all the right places.

    And most of all we have a story that consistently expresses a spark of hope in dark times, even when the characters don't feel it.

    I could quote hundreds of lines from the book but you should just go read it instead.

    5/5 and it would be higher if I could.
    14 people found this helpful
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  • Reviewed in the United States on August 15, 2023
    Format: KindleVerified Purchase
    This is a very thoughtful and moving book that I couldn’t put down. It makes you reflect on life and realize how one bad decision-even when made with the bar intent-can change the course of your life. I wish the author explored the psychological impact of Sal and Noor’s abuse a bit more. I think if she had, this would have easily been a five star book for me.
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  • Poorna S G
    5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful story
    Reviewed in India on July 2, 2025
    Format: HardcoverVerified Purchase
    Just love love this story. It is a bit difficult topic, so content warning should be advised. But it is still a wonderful read.
    I bought the hardbound copy and the condition of the book was excellent
  • Sarah
    4.0 out of 5 stars .
    Reviewed in Australia on September 9, 2023
    Format: HardcoverVerified Purchase
    It was ok. With all the hype my expectations were high, but it did not capture me the way that other books by Tahir have. Still, I give it 4 stars for the subjects explored - especially female rage.
  • Roman
    5.0 out of 5 stars A great book conveying true cultural conflicts many face
    Reviewed in Germany on June 12, 2023
    I heard from this book by a friend of mine talking about how this book resembles a lot of our cultural upbringing and conveys the notion of some bad parts of our culture in an interesting and thought - provoking manner. Thoroughly enjoyed the book and highly recommended it to most of my friends who might relate about the war between two worlds
  • AllisonP
    5.0 out of 5 stars Loved it!
    Reviewed in Canada on February 19, 2024
    Format: PaperbackVerified Purchase
    This was an amazing book. I loved it and would highly recommend it!
  • David Rosell
    4.0 out of 5 stars Una historia devastadora pero realista
    Reviewed in Spain on July 15, 2022
    La prosa de Sabaa Tahir es impecable. Se coge cariño a todos los personajes y se sufre con ellos.
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